Adult bedwetting fetish
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It seemed like we had just fallen back asleep when I'd bedwettnig to my mom walking me to the toilet again! It Arult like trying to potty train a baby to early As much control Bedwetting most adults have at night is the opposite of what I have. I pee like an infant when I sleep and I have at least two heavy wettings feish night and often have small bedwetfing in between. It's like I have a separate reserve stored up so that when I fall asleep, it Adult bedwetting fetish then come out. Think what hedwetting means though If I want to take Adult bedwetting fetish nap anywhere Adult bedwetting fetish the world, without a diaper on, I have to worry beswetting wetting my pants.
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Once dinner and family time Adult bedwetting fetish over, Arult usually in bed by I'm one of those Aduult who needs 9 hrs. Think about how much a person pees over 9 hours and you can imagine how heavily diapered I need to be or the sheets will get wet. Since there isn't a bedwetter alive that bedwetting experienced awaking to wet sheets, I have the expected telltale protection on my bed. A plastic sheet covers the entire mattress and then I have a crib bedwettiing, right under my top sheet, which is pinned to where my diapered bottom generally rests. It's amazing how often I need both and if I could handle sleeping directly on an absorbent underpad I would. However, I try to imagine that even if I'm diapered, my bed is prepared like an adults and a pad showing would just look to infantile or institutional.
One sit on my bed though, and the crinkle gives the truth away that a big bedwetter sleeps there. As a point of interest, this very morning I awoke to a huge wet spot on my sheets from a diaper that just couldn't hold it and everything was wet down to the plastic sheet! It's amazing how many items a bedwetter needs. My nightstand is really a dresser with three long drawers. The first drawer has a few tubs of Desitin. Babies-R-Us carries these, otherwise, all I can find are large tubes and I go through a lot of diaper rash cream. Also in the drawer is corn starch Baby Powder, disposable diaper doublers, diaper pins, a few large packages of baby wipes unscenteddiaper pail liners, replacement diaper pail deodorizers, about 6 pair of plastic panties and a box of latex gloves to be explained later.
The second drawer is packed with disposable diapers and pull-ups and the last is all my cloth diapers, training pants and cloth liners. WOW, that's a lot of stuff for an adult to have just in order to pee in bed! Ok, so now it's time to protect myself. The first thing I do is get completely naked so that I don't get cream or powder on my t-shirt or pajama top. When I asked her about it, she was excited to tell me how great they were. She buys them by the case from a hospital supply store and just slips one on when using the ointment so that when she's done she can just pull it off and throw it away. This way her hands stay nice and clean without smelling like Desitin all day.
So I stand by my bed, slip a glove on, and first go for the wipes. Even though there is no pee to clean off my skin, I just prefer starting the process with a freshly wiped bottom, so I grab a few wipes the new ones with Aloe J and freely wipe myself all over. It's amazing how clean I feel at that moment and what a stinky uncomfortable mess I'll be in the same area when morning comes! Next, I unscrew the top of the tub of Desitin and take a gob with my fingers. I make first contact in the middle of my bottom spread the ointment up and down my butt crack. My rash always seems to start there so I apply it very liberally. I then spread it all over my bottom trying not to leave any skin untouched.
I am very prone to getting diaper rash and my bottom always gets the reddest first, so I make sure even my hips get covered. At this point I open a drawer to take my diaper of choice for that night. I alternate between cloth and disposables for both convenience reasons and the variety is better for my skin. Even if I wear a disposable diaper, though, I always use a plastic panty. For that matter, even if I use a pull-up or a training panty for a nap, I'll still use a plastic panty. There isn't any protection that can't use the extra security that plastic panties provide! Anyway, I lay out for this example a contour cloth night diaper, at which point I'll also add a thick cloth diaper doubler down the middle.
I then take the baby powder and sprinkle an ample amount on the diaper and doubler that will touch my bottom. I position myself as best as possible and lay down on the diaper, with the hopes that I won't need to adjust much, since the Desitin forms a light bond with the cloth. I then take my second gob of Desitin from the tub and apply it to the remaining unexposed areas including any part of my tummy that may get wet. I then spread my legs with my knees bent slightly outward and lift them in the air as I liberally dust my crotch and tummy with more baby powder. At this point, I lower my legs, but still with them bowed outward, pull all the cloth snugly into my crotch.
I take a diaper pin and pull the bottom side over the left flap of the diaper and pin it firmly. I then repeat on the other side. The best plastic panty is useless if it doesn't cover the entire diaper, so I buy panties with an extremely wide crotch, wide leg and waist bands and a high back. Quite often I've awakened to wet sheets because the panty pulled down over the back of my diaper as I slept, so the high back panty took care of that problem. I pull a pair out of my top drawer, shake it out and lift my legs in to the air as I put my legs in the leg holes. A diaper and plastic panty is the ultimate porta-potty and thus the ultimate sign of babyhood. I pull the panty over the cloth bulk and listen as the familiar 'snap' happens as the waistband connects with my skin.
I then use a finger, just like a mother would do, to make sure both leg bands are outside the diaper. An adult diapered bedwetter who smells like a baby. While I should be terribly humiliated, I just feel serene. No one on earth would now expect me to use a toilet versus my diaper for at least the next 8 hours. I am a hopeless, helpless bedwetter! I am a hopeless, helpless bedwetter!!!!! I then quickly fall asleep, although on occasion, my left thumb grazes my lips and before I even realize what's happened, it's in my mouth. I'm not a big thumbsucker, but sometimes it just feels very natural and I don't fight it.
I suppose it somehow goes with territory since my infant state probably triggers other sensory responses. Sometimes I dream that I'm peeing in a toilet and even in my dream know that this is when I'm wetting my diaper. In some dreams, I know I'm diapered, and just pee wherever I happen to be. Other times, it just gets wet, seemingly all by itself and I've even been awoken while in the middle of a pee! Even if I am up in the middle of the night for some reason and know I have to pee, I won't bother. It's just too much trouble to un-diaper, and I'm going to get wet no matter what, anyway.
So I sleep like a baby - literally. I'm told that there are millions of adults that are still bedwetters, and I assume they all sleep protected, too. I like to imagine all of us lined up in a row for miles and miles, all sleeping in our beds with our diapered butts exposed and then we all awake at the same time and look down at our diapers filled with pee; all recognizing what failures we are at getting potty trained. Dawn arrives, and my first moment of the new day is greeted with one of two feelings and they both come from my diaper area. I have had babies and sometimes they awake as happy as can be and other times they cry so hard that you can't change their diaper fast enough.
I understand those emotions. If I've had a wetting within an hour or so before awakening, my soaked diaper can feel like a second layer of skin and all I want to do is snuggle in bed and sleep some more. However, if the sheet is wet and cold and my diaper has pee in it that's 8 hours old, I can't get to my diaper pail fast enough!
With the other hand I open the lid to my bedwettijg pail and then drop fehish whole stinking mess in to it. For that matter, even Adult bedwetting fetish I use a pull-up or a training panty for a nap, I'll still use a plastic panty. Sometimes, I feel the onset of a diaper rash by way of 'prickly heat' and that, too, makes me want to change quickly. While still holding the diaper I pull out the other pin, which immediately lets the back of the diaper drop quickly between my legs, because of its weight.
I understand those emotions. I'm not a big thumbsucker, but sometimes it just feels very natural and I don't fight it. It's like I have a separate reserve stored up so that when I fall asleep, it can then come out.